Sunshine, lollipops, and rainbows.

Summer of 2012 has been treating me quite well. It's going a lot quicker than I would have hoped... But I guess things have to end one way or another. I'm ashamed at my lack of posting on this blog. I will try to do my best to keep up.

On the 7th of June me and two of my best friends went to Las Vegas to see the one and only One Direction. I didn't quite know what to expect! Vegas is massive. It was a really fun experience for the three of us and my parents! We had such a wonderful time. On the night of the 8th I could not sleep for the life of me. It was like Christmas all over again. I was so excited to see my boys at Planet Hollywood that next night at 7:00pm. I couldn't contain my excitement. In the afternoon Courtney Hill told me she got to Vegas and was outside lined up by a bunch of buses. We had to go. We just had to. If there were any of the slightest chances to catch an eye of either Harry, Liam, Louis, Niall, and Zayn I would do just about anything. When we got there I got to see Indy Severe (check out her blog. She is adorable!) Courtney, and her two sisters Lexi and Heather. It was a nice greeting! I guess just before me, Savannah, and Kailin got there THEY GOT TO SEE ZAYN. I saw pictures of him at the top of the stairs. I about died. We stayed there for a couple of hours without any luck. Finally it was about 6:30 when we decided to go in! The arena was really small so even our "bad seats" weren't even bad at all. The first opening act was a woman I have never seen before and hope to never see again. Her name was Camryn and in the words of Courtney was a "Hannah Montana wannabe". Spot on. She was terrible. That's all I want to explain about her. The second opening act was a man named Olly Murs. I instantly fell in love with him. He was so so incredible. Even though I didn't know his songs I was still dancing along. I was said when he got off stage but that just meant One Direction were coming on next. When the moment finally happened (it seemed like ages) I will admit, I started bawling. Couldn't stop. I looked over to Kailin on my right and tears were streaming down her face. It was actually a bit embarressing, I never would have thought that I would cry?! But I could not contain myself. That was the happiest I've ever felt. The concert went on to be a success. Loved ever second of it. When it was time for them to leave I was so upset. But so so grateful that I even got to have the opportunity to go to one of their concerts, be in their presence, and be in the same room as them, IN VEGAS. I have my wonderful daddy to thank for that one.

Speaking of my father, he recently got diagnosed with Thyroid Cancer and goes into surgery this friday. If you could please keep him in your prayers I will be so grateful. I know he'll be just fine. He has wonderful doctors and got a blessing today by my uncle Eric. My testimony for Priestood Prayers is so so strong. I don't know what I'd do without them. Even though it was for my dad, it gave me so much peace and knowlege that he will be alright. Thank you Eric.

Pictures will be up tomorrow of my trip. I love you!

-Sabrina Thomas xx

April 19

I'm fed up with April. I don't like school .

Quote of the day : So far from where I once was, but not yet what I am to be.
Song of the day : Mistletoe, Justin Bieber.
Yes I said it. Christmas music (preferably by Justin) is the only thing that keeps me sane.

Monday

It already has been a long week... And it's only Monday. 33 more school days left until summer. I get so excited just thinking about it! But that's actually a really long time if you think about it. Not sure if I'm going to make it.

Quote of the day: "The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad. You know, when Sad tries to bite its lip and not cry and smile and go, 'No, I'm happy for you.'? That's when it's really sad." - John Mayer
Song of the day: More than this - One Direction

But as for me and my house, we will serve the lord.

Since I entered junior high my testimony has never been stronger. I always thought that I would have a tough time keeping faith in the lord especially at my school where there's bad influences everywhere you step. One particular time I was in Spanish class and this one girl was talking to some of my friends who were LDS about her bible and why we were wrong. She was so persistent about telling us that our church was corrupt and telling us things I've never heard about the church that were obviously not true things. And then she got to this question " What builds your faith?" and she went on to answer "because what builds mine is I have to know things. I can't keep going if I don't absolutely know everything." all I said was but having faith is not a perfect knowledge of things. It's believing in something not seen. But what truly builds my faith is times like those when people try to test it. I don't know why but I know my church is true when people try to tell me otherwise. I feel so good that I know the truth. But then you get that horrible feeling because they do not. And it's upsetting that you are trying everything to tell them but they never listen. I think that's how God feels sometimes. He tries to tell us repetitively that he's here. But sometimes we just don't listen. I'm planning on giving that girl a Book of Mormon. Hopefully and prayfully she'll give it a shot.


Quote of the day: Everything is beautiful. But some people just can't see it.
Song of the day : Somebody I used to know, by - walk off the earth. (please go and look them up on YouTube! They are so so talented.)

It should be a good day today.
- Sabrina Thomas

Old feelings. New adventures.

Motivating myself to blog more often. How an I doing this? Well, precisely by picking a song of the day and my quote of the day and also by deciding how I'm feeling about this day. I had this nice idea and it will help me get back on track. So my song of the day is: Forever and Always (piano version recommended) By the one and only: Taylor Swift
Quote: "Live life for the moment, because everything else is uncertain." -Louis Tomlinson
Today is a boring and tired day.
- Sabrina Thomas

'cause when you're 15 and someone tells you they love you, you gotta believe them.

I haven't been posting and I'm ashamed of myself. I'm so sorry. 3rd term changed me. I had not an ounce of a social life let alone Internet life. But yes, I am now 15. Yes, in also in love. With a little band called One Direction. I got tickets to go see them down in Las Vegas on June 9th with my two best friends Savannah Stika and Kailin Cudney. I couldn't be more excited! Best birthday present by far. But I also need to earn a hunch of money, so if anyone needs a babysitter or something for me to do, I'm your girl.(; spring break has been good to me. Sleeping all day long and partying all night. It's been wonderful. Tomorrow my dad is coming home early to take me to take the permit test. I'm a bit nervous, but I think I'll do alright! (cross your fingers I won't fail...) 15 is a horrible age. You aren't really 'mature' but you aren't a 'kid'. There's so many places I want to be and I can't take myself. I wish I could skip the age all together. Oh well. One more year.

I'm sorry.

I haven't been posting. I don't think I have all this year. I am so sorry. I slack. I used to e very good at this! I just haven't had the time or the inspiration. But I have one today. It's call one direction. And these pictures will barley explain my love for them. If you haven't already go listen to their songs, watch their music videos, and love them. That's all I ask.

Hugs and kisses.

Merry Single Awareness Day. (A.k.a. Valentines day).

Today was a simple, but yet so very long, day. Worry and stress are slowly and painfully taking over my life. Grown ups who I talk to always say the same exact thing, "YOU don't even KNOW what stress is!". And they're probably correct. I don't know what goes on in their day-to-day life. In not sure what trials they go through. I sure as heck don't understand what in their life makes then so stressed out. But I too get stressed out. Maybe more then the average teenaged girl. But it happens and pains me.

Lately my stress has been focused on my dad. My dad has always had high blood pressure. And that's something he's been working on but can't really do anything about it. Last night he got in a sweat saying 'my heart is racing so fast'. It seemed as though he couldn't breathe. As my mom took him to the hospital about at 10 at night my siblings and got ready for bed, said our prayers, and went to sleep. I was so worried. I didn't want my brother and sister worrying either. They might've cried or got upset. And trust me, I don't know how I was keeping the tears in. I said a prayer to my father in heaven and asked him only to bring my daddy safely home. A feeling of piece and comfort quickly came over me. I was able to go to sleep.

It's amazing what happens from a little prayer. On Sunday my teacher said 'god wants us to ask him for everything! We ask for the simplest things but he is up there waiting and hoping we can ask more! He wants to give us everything! We just have to meet him half way.' and how easy is that? Saying our prayers, keeping the commandments, go to church, read our scriptures. It's all that simple and our father can give us the world in return. I have a testimony of that strongly and it's helped me through all the hard times I've been going
through.

Thanks for reading. XOXO
-Sabrina Thomas

Don't know what to title this post. Im just winging it. Today was a good day. (shout out to my great and beautiful friend Chloe Rickenbach. It's her birthday). I ran today. Running more often. I've had a lot of things on my mind lately. No matter what I do, can't seem to shake them. But I started to run. And I seen to forget. Seem to leave this world. Headphones in. Music on. World off. And just run. My legs are sore. But it's a good sore. Anyways... I'm doing o.k. How 'bout you?

-Sabrina Thomas.

Nothing is on my horizon except everything. Everything is on my horizon.

It's been crazy these past couple of weeks. Mixed emotions about everything. But I found this little saying that always keeps my head up.
'life is a song. Love the lyrics.'

Picture day.

The list.

I know and do understand that it is defiantly the middle of January. Yes, I know that I'm late. But I have the list. The list of things I want to accomplish. I haven't ever been able to make a list or even one single resolution. But after this time I've spent thinking and pondering, I've decided. So bare with me.
~ I want to be able to get money and not have the urge to immediately spend it. At the end of the year I want to have at least 150$ SAVED.
~I will, get Justin Bieber to follow me on twitter. Never say never right?
~I want to kiss someone. And not just any kiss. I won't let it happen if it's not extraordinary. There has to be fireworks, rain, snow, stars, a ferris wheel or a cheesy line from the man that makes my heart melt a little. Either all of that or I will not kiss you at all.
~I want a new bed.
~I'm going to work on being less awkward. In going to become more 'outgoing.'
~softball is my life. I love it greatly and I want to pursue in that. Soccer was just for fun but softball makes my world. I will keep playing.
~ I am going to accomplish all the Taylor swift songs and Adele songs on the piano.
~ I'm going to try new things. Believe in more people. And hope for the better.
~ complain less.
~ I'm going to grow out my hair until atleast my mid-back.
By the end of the school year I am going to read 25 books. So far I've read 5. 20 more to go.
~ last semester I finished biology with a C-. This semester I will get a C+ or higher.
~ I'm going to judge people less quickly and give them a chance. Because thats the only fair thing to do.
~ spend more time with my family.
~ I want to go to Justin Biebers concert this year.
~ if I do go to the Justin Bieber concert then I will do everything in my will power to be the 'one less lonely girl'. If I dont get that chance, I'll that the lord that I even went.
~ I want to read the old testiment and the book of Mormon this year.
~ finish my personal progress.
~ I want to see things in a different perspective.
I probably will e adding to this list. And I will keep everyone posted when/if I make these goals. Lists are good. They give you something to look forward to.

Love always, Sabrina Thomas.

I'm just sick on it all.

I'm sick of school.
I'm sick of homework.
I'm sick of mr. Farnsworth.
I'm sick of being sick.
I'm sick of unreal "friends".
I'm sick of people that think it's amusing to lie.
I'm sick of being left out.
I'm sick of feeling angry.
I'm sick of that empty feeling in my heart.
That pit in the bottom of your stomach.
Im sick of feeling bad.
Awful.
Terrible.
Horrid.
I'm sick of watching him love anyone else but me.
I'm sick of feeling like I don't exist.
I do, exist by the way.
I'm sick of being a teenager.
Just let me grow up already.
I'm sick of crying.
It hurts my eyes.


I need a hug.
Maybe some ice cream.
And Justin Bieber.

I'm sorry for this post. It's not as "uplifting" as I like my posts to be. That's what a blog is for right? I needed to vent out my feelings. I needed someone to talk to.


Signed, Sabrina.

Change is a good thing... Right?

Right now.. Life is good. A lot of changes though. Not bad ones. Good changes. Like the fact that we got a puppy whom which I love to the moon and back. But changes come with consequences. Whether they be good or bad, but the good consequence is that now I have a buddy to sleep with at night. The bad one? I break out into a rash on my face and sneeze like there's no tomorrow every time I'm near her ad am forced to take the horrid and disgusting allergy medicine. Maybe I'm over reacting about the medicine but you've got to be kidding me. The bottle says tastes like cherries and of anything it tastes like poison. I'm hoping my body will just get used to her so that I won't have to get a shot. I'm terrified of shots by the way. But it's all worth it. Anyways that wasn't what this post was supposed to be about. It's about change. I'm not sure I really like change. It scares me. Even if I hate the way things are, I wouldn't want to change anything. Because there are something's that aren't supposed to change. I like small changes like switching seats in class or changing my blog. {oh and by the way i'm changing up my blog soon. Possibly by the notorious Lexi Hill. She is a miracle worker} well I'm going to conclude this post by saying love the way things are. If you want it all to change so badly, obviously you haven't stopped to think and thank god of what you do have. Be thankful. C
Love always; Sabrina Thomas.

Tis' the season to be jolly fa la la la la la la la la.

So first things first. MERRY CHRISTMAS. I've really had the best Christmas ever. (besides the fact that it did not snow. ) the best present I got? Hmm... Probably...... My puppy Harley(: she is so sweet and I love her and she loves me. So to conclude that message, have a very merry Christmas. May all your dreams come true.
With love; Sabrina.

She is love.

Courtney Hill.

One of my absolute best friends.

The times I have with this woman are insignificant.

I want to share a time with you, that will most likely make you pee your pants.
Courtney and I went to the PG wrestling match.
Very interesting sport if I must say.
Anywho...
Me and Courtney see Vaughn.
And for any of you that don't know who Vaughn is...
I'm sorry your life sucks.
I say, " Hey, Vaughn! Come wrestle Courtney!"
All he did at first was wave his hand to get rid of us.
But then, he turns to us because he realized what I said.
I say again "Come wrestle Courtney!"
Vaughn's eyes got wide and before anyone knew it he was running right towards courtney.
He takes her and puts her in a head lock and flips her flat on the ground.
Meanwhile, I'm over on the ground laughing so hard I can't breathe.
I look up and see Vaughn no where in sight and courtney on the ground all messed up.
Courtney looks up to see all the boys in my grade just watching and laughing at ther.
Literally the funniest sight of my life.
I still can't get over the fact that that actually happened.
Wish you could've been there.
I heart Courtney Hill.
Love always, Sabrina.

...Or is this just another crush?

I'm in love.

Huh?

Not possible.

Well maybe not LOVE.

Maybe just another crush...

...That I have had for over a year now.

Being a girl sucks.

But at the same time I wouldn't want to be a boy.

Oh no.

"Before I fall

Too fast

Kiss me quick,

But make it last.

So I can see how badly this will hurt me.

When you say goodbye.

Keep it sweet

Keep it slow

Let the future pass,

And don't let go.

'Cause tonight I may fall to soon under this beautiful moonlight.

But you're so hypnotizing

You've got me laughing while I sing

You've got me smilin' in my sleep.

And I can see this unraveling

Your love is where I'm falling,

So please don't catch me."

I wish I had a talent like Demi Lavato does.

Oh, just another stupid little crush.

On the bright side I was recently shown THIS.

Literally almost peed my pants.

This woman is hilairious.

Please watch it.

It might even make your day.

Or your month.

Or your year.

Maybe your life.

But I don't know.

Love, Sabrina Thomas.

Picture... Perfect.

I know.

I know that I shouldn't be looking forward to growing up.

And frankley, I'm not.

But there's one thing that gets me everytime.

Dating. Boys. Marrige.

I can't stop myself!

I'm a girl for petes sake.

I'm sure all girls day dream about their future boyfriend/husband just as much as I do...

But here it goes.

What I want in a boy:

I want a boy who holds my hand in the mall and makes all the other girls jealous.

I want someone who will sing to me at random moments.

Someone who is more goofy than romantic.

A boy who will throw stuffed animals at me when I'm acting dumb.

Someone who would bet me kisses that he could beat me at all the old playstation games and then let me win.

I guy that would make fun of me just to hear my laugh.

He would play with my hair all the time and suprise me with 25 cent rings.

Someone I could share lollipops with and share a blanket with to lay down and count the stars.

We would buy tons of disposable cameras and take the silliest pictures.

We would squirt water guns at eachother in the house.

But most of all,

one who would be my best friend.

And never break my heart.

He would only make me smile everyday.

Just like the movies.

heart; sabrina.

Inspired by the words.

The quotes I find on pinterest are most enjoyable.

Here, are just a few.

Sometimes I look at these when things aren't going right.

I instantly feel better.

I love quotes.

amore; sabrina