Please don't be in love with someone else. Please don't have somebody waiting on you

Sometimes life SUCKS.
And then we just have to DEAL WITH IT.
It's a real bummer.
-Sabrin.

Open up your mind and see like me. Open up your plans and dang your free.

My days as a freshman are going GREAT.

Seriously.

Besides all the homework I have,

I'm lovin life.

This might even be my best year.

I also fell in love with blogging.

Blogging is fun.

It makes me feel good about my day.

Recently I found my Ipod.

I've listened to so many old songs.

I miss the good old days.

Back when I didn't wear make-up.

When I didn't care what I wore,

Or even if my hair was done.

I didn't have homework.

I played barbies with Savannah everyday after school.

Played dress ups with my cousins.

When I thought kissing on television was disgusting.

I miss looking forward to school the next day.

I try to embrace my inner child as much as possible.

Because I miss it.

It's weird how much I wanted to grow up,

But now that I'm close to being "grown up"

All I want to do is grow down.

Who wants to take me to Neverland?

Please.

<3Sabrin.

Say what you need to say.

Today, as I watched General Conference,

I started thinking of the future,

and where my life is heading.

I'm not 100% sure yet...

But, here is what I'm thinking.

In ten years I hope that im happily married.

I do not expect that I went on a mission.

But congrats to myslef if i did.

I hope I finished school or I'm just about to,

and have a career as a detective.

I hope my husband has a decent job that he is quickly progressing in.

I hope he is taller than I am.

My husband will be no less than a returned missionary.

And we will get married in the Manti temple.

Staying true to the gospel and he picks me up when I fall.

I hope he can tolorate my craziness.

Right now, I do not want to have children...

But I know that I will.
Being the best mother I can be is so so important to me.

I want to be the mother that has the time to listen to them when something is wrong.

I want to be the kind of mother who packs their childrens lunches,

and leaves a little note inside telling them how much I love them.

I want to pick my children up with his/her friends,

and bring them back to my house for icecream and brownies.

I will raise them in the gospel,

and have them stay strong always.

I want a nice house in a nice neighborhood where all the house look the same.

I want to "over decorate it" when the simplist of holidays come along.

When I grow up,

That is what I want my life to be like.

But, for right now?

I'll I have to do is get through Junior High.
Love Sabrin.

1 minute of FAME

My dad got sideline passes to the BYU/UTES game and appeared on the television. What a wonderful suprise.



You say it best, when you say nothing at all.

New season of The Office just came out last week. It makes my life I recomend to everyone that they watch it.

Life right now pretty much rock.

I never want to grow up.

But, it will happen before I know it.

I'm trying to make every moment the best moment.

Only because I hate regret.

What am I wishing for right now?

Fall.

I know it kind of already is...

But I can not wait til' all of the trees turn red.

Can't wait until the morning air is nice and crisp.

I can't wait to wear sweaters are long pants.

I miss jumping in leaves and hearing the crunching sound beneath my feet.

I absolutly can't wait until the day we all go around and say

"Trick or Treat!"

In my opinion, I'd rather have someone do a trick for me then get a treat.

But, candy is always acceptable.

For me, waiting for Fall is like waiting in line.

Slow, and annoying.

I hate waiting.

"Never mind

I'll find someone like you.

I wish nothing but the best

for you too, don't forget me

I beg, I'll remember you saying

Sometimes it lasts to love,

But, sometimes it hurts instead."

I love Adele. I love you. Love sabrin.

A penny for my thoughts? Oh, no. I'll sell them for a dollar.

Happy birthday to my dear friend Skylee Forbes. Yes, she was born on 9/11. Oh but her party was so interesting. It went a little something like this...
Candy.
Costumes.
Glitter.
Lotion.
Drawing cat faces on sleeping people.
Kendras death glare.
Me and courtney taking pictures.
Losing kailin.
Alarms that appartently only I can hear.
Yeah, yeah. We are a strange group for sure. But, in the end, we are love eachother.
For halloween me and my friends are going to be "white trash." oh, don't worry. Pictures will be up soon.
"When life gives me lemons, I make beef stew." ~andy milonakis. (don't worry he is a real person.)

<3Sabrin.

Existence

I miss summer. 2 weeks of school already? Wow.

        It’s nice to have someone like Courtney Hill. I can tell her about anything really. Yesterday we had a heart to heart conversation. She helps me a lot. She understands everything I go through. It might not seem like a lot but to me it’s the world. I love my corn.

“Oh, let’s get rich and buy our parent’s house in the south France.

Let’s get rich and give everybody nice sweaters and teach them how to dance.

Let’s get rich and build a house on a mountain making everybody look like ants.

From way up there, you and I.

You and I.” I do enjoy Ingrid Michaelson.

…You should too. <3Sabrin.