Monday

It already has been a long week... And it's only Monday. 33 more school days left until summer. I get so excited just thinking about it! But that's actually a really long time if you think about it. Not sure if I'm going to make it.

Quote of the day: "The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad. You know, when Sad tries to bite its lip and not cry and smile and go, 'No, I'm happy for you.'? That's when it's really sad." - John Mayer
Song of the day: More than this - One Direction

But as for me and my house, we will serve the lord.

Since I entered junior high my testimony has never been stronger. I always thought that I would have a tough time keeping faith in the lord especially at my school where there's bad influences everywhere you step. One particular time I was in Spanish class and this one girl was talking to some of my friends who were LDS about her bible and why we were wrong. She was so persistent about telling us that our church was corrupt and telling us things I've never heard about the church that were obviously not true things. And then she got to this question " What builds your faith?" and she went on to answer "because what builds mine is I have to know things. I can't keep going if I don't absolutely know everything." all I said was but having faith is not a perfect knowledge of things. It's believing in something not seen. But what truly builds my faith is times like those when people try to test it. I don't know why but I know my church is true when people try to tell me otherwise. I feel so good that I know the truth. But then you get that horrible feeling because they do not. And it's upsetting that you are trying everything to tell them but they never listen. I think that's how God feels sometimes. He tries to tell us repetitively that he's here. But sometimes we just don't listen. I'm planning on giving that girl a Book of Mormon. Hopefully and prayfully she'll give it a shot.


Quote of the day: Everything is beautiful. But some people just can't see it.
Song of the day : Somebody I used to know, by - walk off the earth. (please go and look them up on YouTube! They are so so talented.)

It should be a good day today.
- Sabrina Thomas

Old feelings. New adventures.

Motivating myself to blog more often. How an I doing this? Well, precisely by picking a song of the day and my quote of the day and also by deciding how I'm feeling about this day. I had this nice idea and it will help me get back on track. So my song of the day is: Forever and Always (piano version recommended) By the one and only: Taylor Swift
Quote: "Live life for the moment, because everything else is uncertain." -Louis Tomlinson
Today is a boring and tired day.
- Sabrina Thomas

'cause when you're 15 and someone tells you they love you, you gotta believe them.

I haven't been posting and I'm ashamed of myself. I'm so sorry. 3rd term changed me. I had not an ounce of a social life let alone Internet life. But yes, I am now 15. Yes, in also in love. With a little band called One Direction. I got tickets to go see them down in Las Vegas on June 9th with my two best friends Savannah Stika and Kailin Cudney. I couldn't be more excited! Best birthday present by far. But I also need to earn a hunch of money, so if anyone needs a babysitter or something for me to do, I'm your girl.(; spring break has been good to me. Sleeping all day long and partying all night. It's been wonderful. Tomorrow my dad is coming home early to take me to take the permit test. I'm a bit nervous, but I think I'll do alright! (cross your fingers I won't fail...) 15 is a horrible age. You aren't really 'mature' but you aren't a 'kid'. There's so many places I want to be and I can't take myself. I wish I could skip the age all together. Oh well. One more year.

I'm sorry.

I haven't been posting. I don't think I have all this year. I am so sorry. I slack. I used to e very good at this! I just haven't had the time or the inspiration. But I have one today. It's call one direction. And these pictures will barley explain my love for them. If you haven't already go listen to their songs, watch their music videos, and love them. That's all I ask.

Hugs and kisses.

Merry Single Awareness Day. (A.k.a. Valentines day).

Today was a simple, but yet so very long, day. Worry and stress are slowly and painfully taking over my life. Grown ups who I talk to always say the same exact thing, "YOU don't even KNOW what stress is!". And they're probably correct. I don't know what goes on in their day-to-day life. In not sure what trials they go through. I sure as heck don't understand what in their life makes then so stressed out. But I too get stressed out. Maybe more then the average teenaged girl. But it happens and pains me.

Lately my stress has been focused on my dad. My dad has always had high blood pressure. And that's something he's been working on but can't really do anything about it. Last night he got in a sweat saying 'my heart is racing so fast'. It seemed as though he couldn't breathe. As my mom took him to the hospital about at 10 at night my siblings and got ready for bed, said our prayers, and went to sleep. I was so worried. I didn't want my brother and sister worrying either. They might've cried or got upset. And trust me, I don't know how I was keeping the tears in. I said a prayer to my father in heaven and asked him only to bring my daddy safely home. A feeling of piece and comfort quickly came over me. I was able to go to sleep.

It's amazing what happens from a little prayer. On Sunday my teacher said 'god wants us to ask him for everything! We ask for the simplest things but he is up there waiting and hoping we can ask more! He wants to give us everything! We just have to meet him half way.' and how easy is that? Saying our prayers, keeping the commandments, go to church, read our scriptures. It's all that simple and our father can give us the world in return. I have a testimony of that strongly and it's helped me through all the hard times I've been going
through.

Thanks for reading. XOXO
-Sabrina Thomas

Don't know what to title this post. Im just winging it. Today was a good day. (shout out to my great and beautiful friend Chloe Rickenbach. It's her birthday). I ran today. Running more often. I've had a lot of things on my mind lately. No matter what I do, can't seem to shake them. But I started to run. And I seen to forget. Seem to leave this world. Headphones in. Music on. World off. And just run. My legs are sore. But it's a good sore. Anyways... I'm doing o.k. How 'bout you?

-Sabrina Thomas.