Say what you need to say.

Today, as I watched General Conference,

I started thinking of the future,

and where my life is heading.

I'm not 100% sure yet...

But, here is what I'm thinking.

In ten years I hope that im happily married.

I do not expect that I went on a mission.

But congrats to myslef if i did.

I hope I finished school or I'm just about to,

and have a career as a detective.

I hope my husband has a decent job that he is quickly progressing in.

I hope he is taller than I am.

My husband will be no less than a returned missionary.

And we will get married in the Manti temple.

Staying true to the gospel and he picks me up when I fall.

I hope he can tolorate my craziness.

Right now, I do not want to have children...

But I know that I will.
Being the best mother I can be is so so important to me.

I want to be the mother that has the time to listen to them when something is wrong.

I want to be the kind of mother who packs their childrens lunches,

and leaves a little note inside telling them how much I love them.

I want to pick my children up with his/her friends,

and bring them back to my house for icecream and brownies.

I will raise them in the gospel,

and have them stay strong always.

I want a nice house in a nice neighborhood where all the house look the same.

I want to "over decorate it" when the simplist of holidays come along.

When I grow up,

That is what I want my life to be like.

But, for right now?

I'll I have to do is get through Junior High.
Love Sabrin.

1 minute of FAME

My dad got sideline passes to the BYU/UTES game and appeared on the television. What a wonderful suprise.



You say it best, when you say nothing at all.

New season of The Office just came out last week. It makes my life I recomend to everyone that they watch it.

Life right now pretty much rock.

I never want to grow up.

But, it will happen before I know it.

I'm trying to make every moment the best moment.

Only because I hate regret.

What am I wishing for right now?

Fall.

I know it kind of already is...

But I can not wait til' all of the trees turn red.

Can't wait until the morning air is nice and crisp.

I can't wait to wear sweaters are long pants.

I miss jumping in leaves and hearing the crunching sound beneath my feet.

I absolutly can't wait until the day we all go around and say

"Trick or Treat!"

In my opinion, I'd rather have someone do a trick for me then get a treat.

But, candy is always acceptable.

For me, waiting for Fall is like waiting in line.

Slow, and annoying.

I hate waiting.

"Never mind

I'll find someone like you.

I wish nothing but the best

for you too, don't forget me

I beg, I'll remember you saying

Sometimes it lasts to love,

But, sometimes it hurts instead."

I love Adele. I love you. Love sabrin.

A penny for my thoughts? Oh, no. I'll sell them for a dollar.

Happy birthday to my dear friend Skylee Forbes. Yes, she was born on 9/11. Oh but her party was so interesting. It went a little something like this...
Candy.
Costumes.
Glitter.
Lotion.
Drawing cat faces on sleeping people.
Kendras death glare.
Me and courtney taking pictures.
Losing kailin.
Alarms that appartently only I can hear.
Yeah, yeah. We are a strange group for sure. But, in the end, we are love eachother.
For halloween me and my friends are going to be "white trash." oh, don't worry. Pictures will be up soon.
"When life gives me lemons, I make beef stew." ~andy milonakis. (don't worry he is a real person.)

<3Sabrin.

Existence

I miss summer. 2 weeks of school already? Wow.

        It’s nice to have someone like Courtney Hill. I can tell her about anything really. Yesterday we had a heart to heart conversation. She helps me a lot. She understands everything I go through. It might not seem like a lot but to me it’s the world. I love my corn.

“Oh, let’s get rich and buy our parent’s house in the south France.

Let’s get rich and give everybody nice sweaters and teach them how to dance.

Let’s get rich and build a house on a mountain making everybody look like ants.

From way up there, you and I.

You and I.” I do enjoy Ingrid Michaelson.

…You should too. <3Sabrin.

ESPECIALLY FOR YOUTH

This last week I had the wonderful oppertunity to go to EFY. I went there with my cousin Hannah and couldn't have made a better decision in my life... (so far..). I had the best time. I was in a company called the avenginators and they were all full of the best people I have ever met. I couldn't have asked for a better group of human. I met so many friends there that it pained me to leave. The experiences that I had there were undescribable. My favorite moments?

I loved it when we had to do our gospel study and everyone would spread out and read there scriptures and then people would walk by and look at us like we were crazy.

I always told Hannah to stop drinking the chocolate milk and she would always say "But it's so good!". Soon enough her stomach would hurt because of all the chocolate milk. Then I would say, "I told you so."

I still so shocked about the moment when we were all in doubt about winning the best cheer for our company and then when they called us for first place it was so silent and then we started screaming.

I loved all the testimonies at testimony meeting and right when you got into the room you could just feel the spirit.

The moment we layed eyes on "HER" (all the girls know who im talking about;)  ) 

I love the moment, after a long day of classes and taking notes and escourting we finally get back to our dorms and me Hannah and Alex dance around in our room and eat loads and loads of food.

Those were just the few moments I loved about EFY, but obviously everyone has alot more. I am truley taking the gospel home with me from EFY. I had the best time with the avenginators. I love you guys greatly.

Miss you. Love you. -Sabrin.

In god we trust

Today is the fourth of july. I have always known how lucky I am to be apart of this wonderous free country. But today I am truley grateful for the freedome and choice that I have. This morning I went to a flag ceremony for the scouts and realized how many people in my ward have served for my freedom. I pray for the familys that have men or women in the military hoping that they come home. I can't even imagine the pain they must feel but they know its for good.

America, red, white, and blue
The country that I love
I'll defend this land with all I have
Until my life is done


And if I die in battle
Hang my medals high
For I want to be remembered
For my honor and my pride


Send me home to family
And tell them I was brave
I fought just like a soldier should
Until my dying day.


Mama I am sorry
I tried to make you proud
But fighting for my country
Was never something you allowed.


I fight for all our freedom
The lives of you and me
I wish it could be easier
But freedom don't come free

I love my country. I love you. Love Sabrin.