I'm just sick on it all.

I'm sick of school.
I'm sick of homework.
I'm sick of mr. Farnsworth.
I'm sick of being sick.
I'm sick of unreal "friends".
I'm sick of people that think it's amusing to lie.
I'm sick of being left out.
I'm sick of feeling angry.
I'm sick of that empty feeling in my heart.
That pit in the bottom of your stomach.
Im sick of feeling bad.
Awful.
Terrible.
Horrid.
I'm sick of watching him love anyone else but me.
I'm sick of feeling like I don't exist.
I do, exist by the way.
I'm sick of being a teenager.
Just let me grow up already.
I'm sick of crying.
It hurts my eyes.


I need a hug.
Maybe some ice cream.
And Justin Bieber.

I'm sorry for this post. It's not as "uplifting" as I like my posts to be. That's what a blog is for right? I needed to vent out my feelings. I needed someone to talk to.


Signed, Sabrina.

Change is a good thing... Right?

Right now.. Life is good. A lot of changes though. Not bad ones. Good changes. Like the fact that we got a puppy whom which I love to the moon and back. But changes come with consequences. Whether they be good or bad, but the good consequence is that now I have a buddy to sleep with at night. The bad one? I break out into a rash on my face and sneeze like there's no tomorrow every time I'm near her ad am forced to take the horrid and disgusting allergy medicine. Maybe I'm over reacting about the medicine but you've got to be kidding me. The bottle says tastes like cherries and of anything it tastes like poison. I'm hoping my body will just get used to her so that I won't have to get a shot. I'm terrified of shots by the way. But it's all worth it. Anyways that wasn't what this post was supposed to be about. It's about change. I'm not sure I really like change. It scares me. Even if I hate the way things are, I wouldn't want to change anything. Because there are something's that aren't supposed to change. I like small changes like switching seats in class or changing my blog. {oh and by the way i'm changing up my blog soon. Possibly by the notorious Lexi Hill. She is a miracle worker} well I'm going to conclude this post by saying love the way things are. If you want it all to change so badly, obviously you haven't stopped to think and thank god of what you do have. Be thankful. C
Love always; Sabrina Thomas.

Tis' the season to be jolly fa la la la la la la la la.

So first things first. MERRY CHRISTMAS. I've really had the best Christmas ever. (besides the fact that it did not snow. ) the best present I got? Hmm... Probably...... My puppy Harley(: she is so sweet and I love her and she loves me. So to conclude that message, have a very merry Christmas. May all your dreams come true.
With love; Sabrina.

She is love.

Courtney Hill.

One of my absolute best friends.

The times I have with this woman are insignificant.

I want to share a time with you, that will most likely make you pee your pants.
Courtney and I went to the PG wrestling match.
Very interesting sport if I must say.
Anywho...
Me and Courtney see Vaughn.
And for any of you that don't know who Vaughn is...
I'm sorry your life sucks.
I say, " Hey, Vaughn! Come wrestle Courtney!"
All he did at first was wave his hand to get rid of us.
But then, he turns to us because he realized what I said.
I say again "Come wrestle Courtney!"
Vaughn's eyes got wide and before anyone knew it he was running right towards courtney.
He takes her and puts her in a head lock and flips her flat on the ground.
Meanwhile, I'm over on the ground laughing so hard I can't breathe.
I look up and see Vaughn no where in sight and courtney on the ground all messed up.
Courtney looks up to see all the boys in my grade just watching and laughing at ther.
Literally the funniest sight of my life.
I still can't get over the fact that that actually happened.
Wish you could've been there.
I heart Courtney Hill.
Love always, Sabrina.

...Or is this just another crush?

I'm in love.

Huh?

Not possible.

Well maybe not LOVE.

Maybe just another crush...

...That I have had for over a year now.

Being a girl sucks.

But at the same time I wouldn't want to be a boy.

Oh no.

"Before I fall

Too fast

Kiss me quick,

But make it last.

So I can see how badly this will hurt me.

When you say goodbye.

Keep it sweet

Keep it slow

Let the future pass,

And don't let go.

'Cause tonight I may fall to soon under this beautiful moonlight.

But you're so hypnotizing

You've got me laughing while I sing

You've got me smilin' in my sleep.

And I can see this unraveling

Your love is where I'm falling,

So please don't catch me."

I wish I had a talent like Demi Lavato does.

Oh, just another stupid little crush.

On the bright side I was recently shown THIS.

Literally almost peed my pants.

This woman is hilairious.

Please watch it.

It might even make your day.

Or your month.

Or your year.

Maybe your life.

But I don't know.

Love, Sabrina Thomas.

Picture... Perfect.

I know.

I know that I shouldn't be looking forward to growing up.

And frankley, I'm not.

But there's one thing that gets me everytime.

Dating. Boys. Marrige.

I can't stop myself!

I'm a girl for petes sake.

I'm sure all girls day dream about their future boyfriend/husband just as much as I do...

But here it goes.

What I want in a boy:

I want a boy who holds my hand in the mall and makes all the other girls jealous.

I want someone who will sing to me at random moments.

Someone who is more goofy than romantic.

A boy who will throw stuffed animals at me when I'm acting dumb.

Someone who would bet me kisses that he could beat me at all the old playstation games and then let me win.

I guy that would make fun of me just to hear my laugh.

He would play with my hair all the time and suprise me with 25 cent rings.

Someone I could share lollipops with and share a blanket with to lay down and count the stars.

We would buy tons of disposable cameras and take the silliest pictures.

We would squirt water guns at eachother in the house.

But most of all,

one who would be my best friend.

And never break my heart.

He would only make me smile everyday.

Just like the movies.

heart; sabrina.